Shes officially an adult now.

And being an adult, for her, means having a successful career.

What we want is gossip about those fights with Heidi, about the Spencer drama.

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For example: Laurens onscreen romances werent always what they were cracked up to be.

Read on for the best revelations from the special.

Jason Wahlers doing A-OK these days, but it was rough for a while there.

Part of what made breaking up with Jason so hard was his, uh, less than sustainable lifestyle.

It was really hard, she recalls.

What made it harder was I could see he wasnt sober.

I was like, oh, God, nobodys taking care of him.'

He figured it out though: He is sober now and married and very happy, she says.

Lauren had a strategy for when she didnt want to be filmed.

I never loved being on-camera, she says.

For example, mid-fight, she left Heidi in the kitchen to go to her room.

Even reality show stars need some privacy.

Brody Jenner and Lauren were not a match made in heaven…

Not at all.

The special shows never-before-seen footage of the couple after that kiss, and its… not exactly romantic.

Can we c’mon be done?

she asks the crew.

This is the most awkward thing ever!

That, she reveals, is when the show started to feel forced.

…and neither were Lauren and the man she met in Paris.

When she (finally!)

went to Paris, she ended up on the back of a cute Frenchmans motorcycle.

She ran like a thief, the man says to the crew after she goes inside.

She was supposed to be in the finale before they cut her scene with Brody.

In the deleted scene, Brody comes home to Lauren after saying goodbye to Kristin Cavallari.

She asks where hes been, and he says he was saying bye to a friend.

Its hard to say goodbye, Lauren responds mournfully before, moments later, breaking into a huge smile.

See that scene, which MTV released years after the finale aired, below.