In a way, it feels like this voicemail has affected Alicia much more than Wills death did.

Regardless, all of Alicias emotions collided in this powerhouse hour of television.

Lets dig into it.

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Yeah, thats neither fair nor speedy.

Just like that, Alicia and Lucca have their case.

They want to sue Schakowsky for knowingly violating Claytons civil rights.

But they wont be doing it with the help of Jason Crouse.

Furthermore, handing Diane the winning argument earns Jason a full-time job offer at Lockhart, Agos.

But well get to that later.

Alicia, sitting in Elis office, demands to know exactly whatWills voicemailsaid.

I want to know everything he said, word for word.

He said hed meet her anywhere and they could make a plan.

At this point, Lucca finally calls Alicia out on why they cant call Jason.

So Lucca finally asks, Whats going on, partner?

She acknowledges that shes drinking too much, but she only wants more.

Shes swallowed up by disgust and cant figure out what happened to her life.

I just want it to end.

NEXT: Alicia makes a move…on Jason!

Shes making the sort of statements here that suicidal people make.

I dont like people.

But I like you.

Shes committed because friends are the one thing you’re able to choose in this life.

Alicia agrees and says that she, too, is willing to commit to their friendship.

Then Lucca asks the important question: Do you have any guns in this apartment?

Thankfully, the answer is no.

And now, for the good stuff.

He tells her that no matter what she thinks hes thinking, just know that Im fine.

Even when Im not fine, Im really fine.

And yes, Jason says hes still fine.

(Meanwhile, Im definitely better than fine.)

For all youGreys Anatomyfans, Denny finally got to experience the sexy elevator!)

Sadly, Alicia doesnt get nearly as lucky in the courtroom.

The judge throws out the tapes, which means Alicia either has to go to trial or settle.

But when Bernie wont budge from $1.5 million, it seems like trial might be the answer.

Thankfully, Jasons there to cheer her up.

And as to that job offer from Diane, he turned it down.

But Alicias relationship with Jason isnt the only one thats looking up.

When Eli stops by her apartment, he informs her that, You did end up with Will.

Just like that, Alicias done fighting.

He doesnt believe it at first, but she reaffirms it before saying shell see him later.

(And we all feel like she meant it, right?

Or is she just completely losing it?)