UFC fighter Ronda Rouseywas devastated following her November loss to Holly Holm.
Honestly, my thought I was like, in the medical room and I was down in the corner.
I was sitting in the corner like, What am I anymore if Im not this?

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Rousey shared on TuesdaysThe Ellen DeGeneres Show.
And I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself in that exact second.
Discussing the loss with DeGeneres brought tears to Rouseys eyes as she recalled her first UFC loss.
Maybe winning all the time isnt whats best for everybody, theSports IllustratedSwimsuit Issue cover starsaid.
Maybe thats what Im meant for.
I really do believe Im still undefeated, the California native explains, because being defeated is a choice.