Instead, two of our sestras almost tookthemselvesout while dealing with the grief of their own mistakes.

And they did not handle the guilt well.

Thats the kind of wild life that Sarah was living, rocking out to [guest star] Peaches.

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It really is a remarkable episode for us.

It is a little atypical forOrphan Blackand thats what I love about it so much.

It really is a brooding character meditation.

She appeared ready to hurl herself off a bridge before Felix showed up to talk her down.

It really feels like he saves Sarah.

Hes there for Cosima.

He really does an incredible job of saving everyone.

I really feel like hes the hero in this episode.

Ah, yes… Cosima.

Plus, as Fawcett notes, In this moment, Cosima feels a lot of guilt.

She was there when all this went down.

And frankly, they have lost everything.

And this is a little bit about not just her own guilt, but her own mortality.

It also feels a little bit suicidal.

It feels self-destructive in the same way Sarah is.

And who happens to save Cosima?

Yep, Felix and on his way to save Sarah, no less.

Once again, its Felix to the rescue.

The news comes right in the nick of time, says Fawcett.

Its what makes Felix a hero in this moment hes multitasking.

Hes trying to save them all and somehow he manages to do it.

Thats the part that gets me.

Youre not alone it gets me every single time emotionally.

We can do this!

Tat issoooogood in the entire episode, raves Fawcett.

She just brings it 100 percent.

It blows my mind every single scene there.

I just think shes wonderful and deserves all the awards on the planet.

Tell us something we dont know.