The 6,000-person theater was packed to the rafters for Winfreys appearance, and she did not disappoint.

As most Winfrey fans know, the then-morning news host onA.M.

I didnt need a speaking role.

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I was willing to carry the script, help people with the water.

Quincy Jones calls Reuben Cannon, the casting agent, and says I think I found Sophia.'

Going against Hollywood protocol, she called Cannon herself.

The conversation didnt go well.

Reuben says to me, You dont call me.

And I didnt call you.

Do you understand I have real actresses who have auditioned for this part.

I hung up the phone and start crying, she said Saturday.

Winfrey was convinced that she had not succeeded because of her weight.

I decide that this is because the fat has finally caught up with me.

Now I must get rid of the fat, she said to shouts from the crowd.

In two weeks Im going to go to a fat farm and Im going to lose 25 pounds.

Im going to drink a lot of green juice.

Im going to have cleanses and colonics.

It starts to rain.

Yall know how that is, Winfrey said, as she continued to jog.

I dont even care.

Im praying to God to help me let it go.

Its controlling my life.

And I keep hearing this noise.

There is nobody on the track but me.

And I look around, and its my thighs rubbing together.

Its my thighs rubbing together causing this thunderous sound.

Then I really start to cry.

And I cried, Winfrey recalled, as the crowd sang along.

Ten years, still no one knew how to pronounce my name.

I hear you are on a fat farm, Spielberg said to Winfrey.

No sir, this is a health retreat, she replied, as the crowd laughed.

I packed my bags.

I stopped at the Dairy Queen: Three scoops just in case I lost half a pound.

Next day, I was in Spielbergs office and he said, youre hired.

But thats what happened Saturday at Essence Fest:

All my life I had to fight.

I had to fight my daddy.

I had to fight my brothers.

I had to fight my cousins and my uncles.

A girl child aint safe in a family of mens.

But I never thought Id have to fight in my own house.

God knows I do.

But Ill kill him dead before I let him beat me.