So I guess all Im saying is: Good for you!
And also, how phenomenal was this finale?!
For Lisa, its: Will being back in this world help heal her?
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It seems it didnt feel right to leave Chapas sitting amongst a random collection of criminals.
Heading into the sauna with Ryan its weigh-in day!
Ryan tells him his fathers ashes are sitting on his mothers mantle before asking when Alvey lost his father.
Ryans father was there for him, he put a roof over his head.
If your father loved you, thats the end of the story, as far as Alveys concerned.
After a shower, Alvey gets a visitor at the gym: Roxanne stops by to say goodbye.
In her eyes, a relationship should not be this hard.
At this point, Nate doesnt care what the issue is between Jay and Christina.
Jays a grown man, and this is on him.
(Let us remember what Alvey just gave us as his definition of being a father.)
Sitting in Alveys office having a drink, Alvey asks Lisa what theyre going to do.
How are they going to work together if she hates his guts?
Shes not sure, but if one thing is certain, its that theyll figure it out.
He tells her he broke up with Roxanne, but Lisa leaves before they can start another fight.
On her way out, he tells her, I couldnt think about you.
I was a coward.
She was a diversion.
That mustve been nice for you.
But when Nate gives him those puppy eyes, Jays had enough.
He cant look at his brother right now.
He cant let his emotions take over.
At least, thats what he says.
And cue the beautiful montage.
Ryans victory doesnt have Alvey smiling.
Rather, it has him dropping his head and going to check on Jay.
Yes, he hates it was Jay he had to beat, but Alvey assures him that doesnt matter.
He won the fight.
Thats all there is to it.
Alvey agrees before Lisa enters and Ryan asks if she wants to do something.
She tells him she knows the things he does to hurt himself are because of the choices shes made.
When he begged her to get clean and stay home, she didnt choose him.
I didnt care if I was alive, she tells him.
I wanted to die.
For a child to feel that they are not reason enough for their mother to live is beyond cruel.
Christina tells her son she doesnt expect forgiveness, but she is sorry.
I can never love you enough to make up for it, but Im going to try.
As Nate cleans Jays motel room, he finds Wills business card and immediately knows his secret is out.
That Nate be on top, because youre my brother and you better be doing the fking.
But she says she never considered it.
But I do fantasize about being dead with my son, she says.
I didnt want him.
But once she moved to San Francisco, she says everything changed she fell so in love with him.
She imagined their entire life together.
She can talk to Alvey, but its not the same.
As for Alvey, he finds himself alone at the gym with Chapas ashes.
But Alvey quickly changes his mind, cleaning up the ashes and tossing them in the trash.
The weak belong in the garbage.
This gym is for members only.
That door might as well read, Only for the strong.
With that,Kingdomwraps its strongest season to date.
