Its heartbreaking because I thought that moment was bigger than me.
Its heartbreaking to start to think maybe it wasnt bigger than me.
And I so desperately felt like it was.

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The Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences responded byoverhauling its membershipand voting rules.
Berry also acknowledged that the Oscars are only part of a larger equation.
Its really about truth telling, she said.
And as filmmakers and as actors, we have a responsibility to tell the truth.
And the films, I think, that are coming out of Hollywood arent truthful.