I am really good at that.
She elaborated on that in theEsquireinterview.
I was suicidal, she admitted.
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I realized how lucky and privileged I was, but all I wanted to do was die.
I felt so guilty because of that and hated myself because of that, and then its a cycle.
I didnt want to exist anymore.
I wanted for each molecule of my body to disintegrate.
I wanted to die.
In the story, she goes on to talk about why shes so open about the topic.
I could pretend to be someone else, she said.
But then Id feel like Im just running away again.
Read the full story over atEsquire,and see Delevingne inSuicide Squad,out Friday.
